Actress

I look around,
And just feel pain,
All my acting had been in vain,
No one can see,
How broken I feel,
And how every day,
I wish it would heal,
The people point and they laugh,
But they don't know me at all,
They only know the girl acting,
As she walks down the hall,
Outside she's smiling,
Inside she's dying,
She laughs and she smiles,
Like she had enough happiness to walk miles,
While inside she's dying,
Outside she's laughing,
As the blood runs down her wrists,
She can't help but wonder,
If anyone the miss,
The girl acting,
The one broken,
The girl who wished for death,
And as her body grows cold,
She can't help but think,
What happens next?