Maddened Silence

I scream out your name to no response,
I’m circling forever, destined to be lost.

The silence and madness pounds in my ears,
As I’m slowly pulled into the depths of my fears.

I want to know if this pain will recede,
Because it feels like my heart may forever bleed.

I’m stuck in this useless state,
As from amongst the shadows I am forced to wait.

Waiting for the time that I shall see,
You coming back, this time, for me.

The problem is the sky steadily grows dark,
As I sit alone in this dreary little park.

The moon rises up and I feel so alone,
As tattered feelings remain not shown.

The darkness is slowly becoming my hell,
Wrapping around me like an evil spell,

Pulling me deeper into despair,
Making me too numb to even care.

All I know is a feel so much sorrow,
As I wait for the bright new tomorrow,

That I fear may never come,
Because I start to realise what you’ve done.

Then I realise there’s nothing I can do,
To stop the fact that I miss you,

But I’ve lost all hope; it’s the end of a life,
And the truth is enough to cut like a knife.

Yet frozen inside I have eventually become,
To the point that I am apathetic and bitterly numb.

But it feels as if there is something I will always lack,
Because it’s now I start to realise,

You’re not coming back.