Bad Birthday

today was a really bad day.
First, I cut last night again...
it was deeper than usual.
there was blood everywhere!

After, I had to face the guy I'm IN LOVE WITH
and cry right to his face.
I found out that no guy will ever love me,
why would they?

I'm 15 years old and i have never had a boyfriend.
I'm turning 16 in two days!
no one will ever love me.

Later, I found out my best friend was feeling just as upset as i was.
I can't see her get hurt, I wont let that happen.

what a great birthday.
bad birthday to me, bad birthday to me, bad birthday to ashley, bad birthday to me. :'(