I am me why can't u love me

we fight over everything and it never makes sense.
when i do it all backfires and it turns out worse than before.
then u say i don't love and i do but its hard to say it after all i have been through.
i hear everything from the past.
the people who tell me i'm not worth anything.
to hear their constant reminders that life isn't what i want it to be.
the glow in your eyes fades as the days go by.
you speak to me as though i am nothing but a peasent and you are a king.
the joy we had just fades and looks like a fantasy that has gone into a horror.
but no matter what it is i love you forever and i won't let go.
give me time and be paient and i will always be yours.