Not Worth It

I am
completely utterly alone
there is my crush, my nemisis
no emotion is shown
my mind is open
my heart, dont even try
the world is locked out
they dont know how i cry
i put on an act
an unchangeable face
nothing can shake me
and my robotic grace
wave and smile
joke and laugh
i am queen of the false
with my reptilian staff
Because i stand out
they dont know i am here
my chameleon disguise
all concepts unclear
avoid me but notice
my mystery aura
be entranced by the nothing
and its exponential plethora
beware, back away
just give me a chance
i am so mute
it drowns out my rants
suffocating
darkness surrounds
farewell unknown
good bye chains and bounds