The Eye In The Moonlight

I wish I was able to stop all the suffering, the anguish from the slain
Without causing more pain, hurt, and the drain
From the will, the resonance structure of the will to live
To give life and take it
No matter how hard it is to break it
Morals. As the nonsense, of what we consider, to reiterate and deliver
The same message over and over again
Without actions there is no consequence and no gain
Glory for the pain, but the main reason
Why we betray, commit treason
Is to protect all of those worth to us that still need protection
This is just an interjection
Of thought, beliefs, morals, and ideals
Of what this society tells us to feel
Minus the fact that we should take matters into our own hands, and control our own destiny
Each dream is a prophesy of the future, simply a tiny
Hope which becomes an imaginative scheme
A dream, to make this world clean and clear of all that obstruct the meaning of our own true happiness
I wish, that I was able to bring you this
To be the reason why you will cease to exist
To be the reason I persist
Because without this, cause and effect
These words have no affect
But on myself, that’s why I linger,
And yet the finger still points at me to blame
Because a dream that’s forsaken, leaves the heart to be breaking of the one and only one that truly matters
And without this desire, the will, the strength
Which we all utilize different sources but within each emanates the same aurora
I’ll give you the courtesy and leave
My hearts pulling at my sleeve, this is an end of the largest chapter of my life
I pray to Christ
But no answer because the reason, the answer I seek, I know
Which is why I leave hoping to come back a better day
Life is like a knot that is frayed
And twisted, listlessly saying words, even listing
Reason why, and why not
It was the things that I forgot
That made me happy, made me smile, worth the wait, the hate, the pressure, a worthless adventure
Knowing that it was her, who was my reason, my trick, my loop hole
That kept me here, safely, through the valley of shadows and death
With every last breath
I continuously thank God for understanding, placing me under the moonlight
To see the star, to know that the worlds of pain was worth it
Knowing, feeling, hoping to once again, to feel true love with you.