You'll Never Forget

Memories repeatedly linger back,
Unwilling thoughts draw me away from reality,
She can't see anything in me.
These sins I've wasted my life on,
No one should understand why I do them.

If I love her,
I won't be afraid to commit,
The fear is laid out to be me needing her touch.
I want her to crash into my arms,
She'll do so with no second thoughts.
I can't love her.

Although I still want her,
I've always hated her for it.