Rest in Peace

Hollow as I am how could you ever understand,
I can't explain because you won't try and comprehend,
I'm tired of baring the burden so you won't have to hear it,
I’ve reached my end all of you people have pushed me to the limit,
All I wanted was a friend, someone to stand by me till the end,
But I got some no shows who could care less about all that i have to carry,
they'd rather find out about the man they think they might marry,
I feel as though I’ve been beaten then chewed and spit out,
but they don’t care they just leave me to wallow at the end of the couch,
I don't care who you are any more and i don't care what you think,
All because you couldn't give a damn about whether i continued to blink,
You all took advantage without bothering to even offer your hand, you just let me swallow my sorrow so that you may have a better tomorrow. Soon though everything will change Because I’m tired of hearing how you feel, but once I take these pills I’ll just lay back ,and chill