Livid for today

the sun runs and hides
beckon it to return to
turn my eyes black and null
in a stance of a police officer
im fucked over yet again
only cause i didnt have the courage
to show myself through

sat here at the end of the world
pondered bout the shit ive done & said
hearts ive broken
teenagers i buried at lovers lane
hell aint no place for a vagrant like me
no NO it aint no place for me
it wont contain me for long
make a deal with the devil
to gain back some rights
the world sank into the oceans
and the sky fell over frightened faces
as long as they have Gin & DK's
in hell i think ill do just fine

turned away from the pain of caring
i can move mountains with this ego of mine
even if im a cold blooded killer
with an unhealthy drug habit
and to top it off i have a death wish
via alcohol poisoning

god knows what i have to show for my
time on this piece of shit called earth
two bloody hands that wont clean
no matter how hard i scrub
is my judgement near?
fuck no
straight down ill go
no conviction no consideration
maybe ill meet some old friends
maybe a few harlots
who's ankles ive cuffed to concrete blocks

i am livid for today
and only today
enjoy it while it last
ill be back to my old ways soon