Bilbyl

Billy is the name you go by.
In your arms for eternity I'd like to lye.
Your eyes are brown.
Your heart can not be found.
Your hair is brown too.
It makes me want you.
You're from a part of the world unknown.
When I'm with you I'm in a zone.
When you're around I can't think.
I can't eat.
I can't speak.
Because you're too good for me.
The way you act has to be a fantasy.
It's too good to be true.
And I know it is.
Because I know you.
There's some days that I wish I didn't.
But because of you I've changed.
In a good way.
You made me feel more like me.
Then I ever thought I could be.
Around these people I used to call friends.
The people who didn't give a fuck in the end.
About me.
And who I wanted to be.
They wanted me to leave.
So I did in a way.
I'm still here.
But I'm not.
All at the same time.
All I need now is to call you mine.
Until the end of time.
I know I'm in your heart.
But am I on your mind?
The way that you're on mine?
I hate caring about you.
When I know you don't care about me.
Well actually you do.
Just not the way I care about you.
And now it's too late.