Was It Worth It?

Was It Worth It?
I'm standing on a table.
Dancing & Spinning.
Everyone is staring.
But this is only the beginning.

Soon I'm drunk.
Music is blaring
Drugs are passed around.
No one is caring.

A crushed up pill sits there
I lean down, breathe in
My nose tingles
My body trembles with sin

I'm handed a joint.
I take a couple drags.
Breathe deep, release.
My body lags.

The night it cold
The air is filled with this thrill.
The lights are shining
The wind blows, giving me chills.

In a matter of seconds
The whole scene turns
Sounds of anger explode.
My mind burns.

I'm standing in the house.
Someone walks in.
A knife is in their hand.
A fight begins.

It is closing in on me.
I have nowhere to run to.
I'm trapped.
I don't know what to do.

A man yells.
I see a gun.
Everyone stops.
Then everyone runs.

The party is over
I only wanted to have fun
It is the end.
The night is done.