On my own

I've always felt like everything was left for me to do alone
No way of communicating for help not even a phone
All I see is people thriving
They've relied on others while I'm surviving
Knowledge and curiosity has been my only two helpers
With them they make life all the better
They said I couldn't do everything on my own
So many mistakes, Get me through life without the woes
Although someone giving you a boost is nice
But we all know you can't rely on them all of your life
For me I've learned at a young age
My parents made me confront any problem face to face
Walking down the halls being the only guy by himself
While others enjoy it I'm closing the book and putting it on the shelf
Don't know why they seem so afraid
The only thing I wanted was someone to have said
"You're not alone and you're not on your own"
Still waiting but yet that person has not been shown
Someday I hope it can be true
To make my day like the sky is shining blue