Painting Pain

Painting a pretty blue canvas
Outlined with words of lies
And sinking into the dark poetry
Of love that's burning quick

Lighting up the words of despair
More like soft tears falling thin
Smearing paint like his name
Another chapter of this pain

Strokes just barely missing the flesh
Messiness must keep kept
To match the insanity filled inside
The broken heart of dreams

Saying hello to acceptance
The acceptance of accepting that I won't be accepting
A type of situation that involves accepting
The paintbrush is thin and my hand is nearly sleeping

One push, it all collapses
On the floor she stares and relaxes
With her hands she covers her face,
Refusing to breathe in the hurtful fate