Falling Apart At The Seams

My body is breaking. Bones crumbling, ripping, cracking, their shards breaking off, puncturing my organs. Lungs filled up, overflowing, but not with air, never with air. A mixture of smoke and blood, choking me. Viscous liquid so heavy, so sticky, coating everything, bone, organs, skin, muscles, Veins empty. Heart beating rapidly, inhuman, like a hummingbird. Stomach withering, turning to dust and floating away. Throat closing, tongue dries up, no breathing, nothing coming in or leaving. Old scars from years ago open up. Releasing demons I hid many moons ago. Speaking unwanted thoughts and sentences I always wanted to say but never did. Faced with memories, regrets, and choices, Pictures of MyDarkAngel, of MyPersonalDemon, and of MyGlassBeginings. All 3 of them stand before me. One to comfort but cannot reach, one to abuse me, and one to shatter me. The questions I want to ask them but can’t seem to speak. “I loved you. Why did you leave?”, “You can’t break me anymore!”, "Will you ever approve me? Will I ever be good enough?”. No More Wondering.