What Am I?

you said you loved me
were you lying?
I can never tell

your eyes seem like coal
cold and hard
I never know what your thinking

you always know what to say
to keep me by your side

but when you cry
am I to blame?

when it comes down to you
I'm a loss for words
I just try to smile at you
am I a curse?
feeding off your love
and not giveing any in return
all I can do right now
is believe that I truely do
now I know
I truely do
love you!