Just Out Of Reach

Every moment you make me smile,
I cross my fingers,
I bite my lip,
To hold and hide away the thoughts and wants.

You don't know how much I care,
You won't know either,
Those words can't leave my lips,
Because I can't bear to watch you walk away.

In times of need,
I wish you were mine,
To hold me close,
To help me through safely.

But when I open my eyes,
I see it was all just a dream,
That one single tear, dragging itself down my cheek,
Knowing all along I'd never have you as more.

I love you so much,
Wish I could just hold you forever,
Your like my soul, my whole world,
Just out of my reach...