Crimson
I let out a deep heavy sigh,
another day to clean this up.
To clean up the blood on the floor.
To watch it drip from the shiny silver blade.
I scoff at my stupidity,
I promised never to do it again.
Yet I wish to break the promise and watch it pour,
to feel the power of the crimson take hold.
Yet, for you I stop.
I let everything fester,
to please you, keep you happy.
I let the pain attack me. For you.
I ache to see the crimson that runs through me,
but for you, I close my eyes just to imagine it.
I ache for the feel of the crimson sliding down myself,
but again, for you I close my eyes and imagine it.
My eyes open sharp with a gasp of quick air.
I whisper your name hoping you are there.
I'm wrong, your not and I ache.
I clench the bed keeping my control away from the shiny silver blade.
another day to clean this up.
To clean up the blood on the floor.
To watch it drip from the shiny silver blade.
I scoff at my stupidity,
I promised never to do it again.
Yet I wish to break the promise and watch it pour,
to feel the power of the crimson take hold.
Yet, for you I stop.
I let everything fester,
to please you, keep you happy.
I let the pain attack me. For you.
I ache to see the crimson that runs through me,
but for you, I close my eyes just to imagine it.
I ache for the feel of the crimson sliding down myself,
but again, for you I close my eyes and imagine it.
My eyes open sharp with a gasp of quick air.
I whisper your name hoping you are there.
I'm wrong, your not and I ache.
I clench the bed keeping my control away from the shiny silver blade.