Heartbreak?

I don't see why,
It must be endured.

I don't get what,
I did to deserve this.

But like always,
I never get it,
I never clue in,

I'm still the same.
The same idiot,
That has fun,
So he doesn't think.

So he doesn't think,
About the bad things,
About the people,
About how truly miserable
He really is.

You have no idea
How he feels now.
When his assumptions
Were confirmed.

You should never lie about love.
And just so you know,

I love to loathe.