These Tears

These tears they fall
Because of pain
An ache I've felt for so long.

Turning their heads
People look
To watch me as I cry.

The pain and insanity
Slowly pile up
And make me tear up much more.

Not wanting attention
I keep my head held high
A stolid mask you see as I walk by

I've lost all feeling
I know no pain
That hurts me any more

I find it useless to feel any emotion
No use in showing either
Yet why do these tears still fall?

I curse myself for showing weakness
Something I hate to do
Yet all I do is.....

Cry
Cry
And cry much more.

No comfort
No joy
Only the feeling of loneliness

The reason for these tears that fall