I'm Out of State, In Confusion

uninspired is a sad thing to be,
but the thing is, you inspire me.
every time i see you my face lights up,
every time i think of you i'm dying for your touch.

but i can't find the right words,
but i'm trying so hard that it hurts.
one minute you love me more than anyone ever has,
the next, it's like i don't know you, that way that you act.

i don't know what to do,
how can i explain this to you?
i wish you could see why i'm so torn,
it's because you're a rose with a beautiful thorn.

and i don't know what to do.