A Suicide Story (based on a true story)

I see you
staring at that knife
I can tell your done
And that you think you have nothing left

So with the knife
You try to end your life
Thinking that it's much better this way

Locked up inside your room
Trying to smoke out your pain in life
Or doing something else that I don't even wanna know
Please tell me your still alive
So I can hug you the next day

Your pain is so real
I can even feel it when your next to me

I'm sorry I can't help you
Or understand your feelings
I don't know how it feels
To be you

I dont understand!
Why do you put up with this?
It's not even worth it
I can't help it but to cry
And tell you to stop
Cause I don't want you to leave me behind

The next day comes
And I find you dead on the floor
I hope your happy now
Cause I have pain, and I have to deal with it

I'll always remember you
As a true friend
And how you always had my back

Cause now I think of you
In my sleep
In my thoughts
Everywhere I go I'll always think of you