Do You See Me

Because I hold a smile plastered on my face

you would never guess the pain inside

the same pain causing the real me to die

I changed everything unique hoping you would see

but if ever I had seen a mirror I wouldn’t recognize me

I’m fighting for something I can never have

you’re just one of many wishes on the wind

Looking into your eyes I’m steadily searching for a sign

a sign letting me know you are here

but there is no sign

I’m just imagening things

and I realize it’s never me but her you see