Nyquil, Frankenstine

I'm not running from fire;
It cannot be beaten.
I won't feed you sad thoughts;
You won't eat them.
I won't cry to sleep;
It's not worth my time.
I won't miss your smile;
Nor will it falter mine.
I won't call you today
or tomorrow.
I won't 'cause my self
the pain and sorrow.
I'll think of you as forever dies,
but not in my life.
I'll secretly forgive you
for all of my lies.
I won't give you a place
in my secret battle-field.
I won't pick-up in frustration,
but rather maintain the shield.