Metal Cage

I'm trapped in metal cage.
Stuck with no way out.
It's not locked.
But there would need to be a door.
And since there is no door 
there is no lock.
Just me my metal cage and fear.
Oh how there's fear!
It's all around me.
The things I hate the things I fear.
All of it.
Here in my metal cage.
I wish to be free.
To walk through a dream. 
Not to face these fears.
I need an excape. 
A way not.
I tryed lungs filled with water
Cuts that leave scars
Even drugs made to help 
With too much that harm.
And what have I come up with?
This metal cage.
All I wish is for...