I'm so dumb

You showed up today
No warning no sign
You walked back into my life like you owned the place.

So what the hell is wrong with me
All you do is break me
Why can't I fight this
If this is what love is I never want to know this feeling again
You and your spell

I fell for it
All you said was wanna hang
I said yes without thinking
It's so hard
I can barley be around you without tears in my eye

So what the hell is wrong with me
All you do is break me
Why can't I fight this
If this is what love is I never want to know this feeling again
You and your spell

These moments of anticipation are always worse
When there is nothing to hold on to
Nothing to believe in.
Yet without you I’m still happy
You simply would complete me
Or so my brain says

So what the hell is wrong with me
All you do is break me
Why can't I fight this
If this is what love is I never want to know this feeling again
You and your spell

Words spill on to the page
Nothing of love just mere confusion
So why can’t I shake this
Being a petty teen
Writing another silly song
About nothing understood
So can I blame it all on hormones
Or is it more?

So what the hell is wrong with me
All you do is break me
Why can't I fight this
If this is what love is I never want to know this feeling again?
You and your spell

I'm not in love if I have to ask I'm told
But if I don’t ask how can I be sure?
Tears still come and it all because of you
I feel dumb as I write but
I have no other way to get it out
I can't write adult lyrics they say
And there right
Because I feel like my pen name
A Frightened child hiding from a summer's Storm

So what the hell is wrong with me
All you do is break me
Why can't I fight this
If this is what love is I never want to know this feeling again
You and your spell

Lost with no one to guide me.
I'm broken
But not in two
It’s not me
So I have to stop and slow down
I'm too young to have this need.
I'm being dumb

Breath

So what the hell is wrong with me
All you do is break me
Why can't I fight this
If this is what love is I never want to know this feeling again
You and your spell

One step at a time
Sleep, eat and repeat.
Love hugs and music
That’s how I cope.

So this time when you walk away is it going to be worth it on your part?

-A frightened child hiding from a summer's storm