Come Here, woman!

It was gloomy
and i liked it that way
the day was Grey
and you were just the same.
If you did it,
you wouldn't come back
would you?
I'll listen to these lyrics
just because you told me too
just because they remind you of her,
the girl you drew on yourself
forever.
"Come here, woman!"
And you smile.
I smell cigarettes on you
and i wouldn't want anything else.
Then,
you close the door
and leave me in my own world
with my own scars
and my own thoughts
as you walk away
into the snow,
not knowing what will happen next.
♠ ♠ ♠
This poem is based
on an ex boyfriend i had
when i was much younger
and he was much older.
You put the story together.