Real

Every moment of every day,
I think of you.
I know we're not meant to be,
But I just wish it wasn't true.

I know
That you've moved on.
I should've, too
But my feelings for you are not gone.

We're supposed to be best friends.
And yet you're closer to my best friend then me.
It hurts to know you love her more
As far as I can see.

You said you loved me just days ago
To never repeat it again
Then you tell it to her in front of me,
You're love is so hard to win.

Maybe one day,
I'll be able to call you mine.
You'll hold me and say you love me,
But you never show any sign,
That you love me
The same way I love you
I think to ask if you do but that's where I draw the line.

I want you to love only me and no one else
I should be your number one.
Don't you see I love you and will never hurt you?
I don't want you just for fun.

My thoughts are of you. My dreams are of you.
I hope one day you'll feel what I feel.
Tell me how much you really love me
And let me know that it's real.