You Never Cared

So now you know,
And you still don’t care.
You’ve laughed in my face,
Saying “Deal with it, life’s not fair!”

Now I’m wondering,
How you could be so cruel.
You said you’ve been here,
And so on the fire is thrown the fuel.

But our situations are nothing alike,
If the truth would have to come out.
You wouldn’t know the first thing,
About the blood I’ve gone without.

The knife has melted,
With my skin.
It’s been years since I started,
With this safety pin.

I tried to talk to a friend,
To help me out of this rut.
But you denied me,
So deeper goes the cut.

They were so good for me,
And for my well being.
But you couldn’t stand it,
The attention from you fleeing.

Now I’m hurt worse than ever,
And have finally given up on caring.
The biggest scar is on my heart,
I didn’t know anyone was so uncaring.

So now you know,
And you still don’t care.
You laughed in my face,
When of my suicidal thoughts you became aware.