Isolation

As I Stare At The Sky
As I start Again to Cry
I Feel As If This is What I Need
Knowing That I'll Never succeed
tears began To roll down my cheek
I want to hide and forever not speak
My stomach starts to get that pain
I dont understand I cant explain
so then I think so hard in my head
Is it true?.. what they said
Im trying so hard not to be loud
Im trying so hard not to get a crowd
But I just cant hide it in anymore
Its getting so hard I just cant ignore
I Thought I had Some one here for me
But now I've learnt to disagree
And Because of all the pain I feel
And lately its starting to become so real
And Because of all of my frustration
I Decided im going in Isolation