Just Another Screaming Match (With My Sanity)
We cry so hard our sobs come out laughing. Laughing at us, laughing at how we want to scream. I want to scream, but I’m afraid someone will hear. God forbid someone understands my pain.
We try so hard to make life worthwhile. I’ve never heard so much shit from a single mouth. But it’s not just one; it’s many, trying to break us down to nothing inside our own minds.
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, “life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.
We fall so hard when the people who brought us up so high drop us. They never meant to bring you up with them. You’re just an unwilling catalyst in this fucked up game we call life.
But I know now that no one really needs me more than I need myself. I’m sorry I can’t be there for my own self, I’m to busy caring about the world, but now I’m too busy glaring at the world.
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, “life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.
Call me a liar, but I know you’ll always ‘be there’ for me in the end. But what if I need you here now? I know you won’t come. You said you did. You said you will. You said you fucking are. You aren’t.
I’m cold and the fire dancing around me won’t warm me up. Not until it claims me as it’s own. I don’t want to belong to anything other than myself, but people force ownership on me. What kind of world is this?
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.
Will you come rescue me? I’m six feet under in the apologies. Could you ever forgive me for my emotions? Could you ever accept my words? I didn’t mean to cry. I didn’t mean to die. Shit happens, you would know. Will you come save me? I’m drowning in the nightmares. Could you forgive me for my emotions? Could you ever accept my words? I didn’t mean to cry I didn’t mean to die. Shit happens, you would know.
We cry so hard our sobs come out laughing. Laughing at us, laughing at how we want to scream. I want to scream, but I’m afraid someone will hear. God forbid someone understands my pain.
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, “life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.
We try so hard to make life worthwhile. I’ve never heard so much shit from a single mouth. But it’s not just one; it’s many, trying to break us down to nothing inside our own minds.
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, “life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.
We fall so hard when the people who brought us up so high drop us. They never meant to bring you up with them. You’re just an unwilling catalyst in this fucked up game we call life.
But I know now that no one really needs me more than I need myself. I’m sorry I can’t be there for my own self, I’m to busy caring about the world, but now I’m too busy glaring at the world.
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, “life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.
Call me a liar, but I know you’ll always ‘be there’ for me in the end. But what if I need you here now? I know you won’t come. You said you did. You said you will. You said you fucking are. You aren’t.
I’m cold and the fire dancing around me won’t warm me up. Not until it claims me as it’s own. I don’t want to belong to anything other than myself, but people force ownership on me. What kind of world is this?
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.
Will you come rescue me? I’m six feet under in the apologies. Could you ever forgive me for my emotions? Could you ever accept my words? I didn’t mean to cry. I didn’t mean to die. Shit happens, you would know. Will you come save me? I’m drowning in the nightmares. Could you forgive me for my emotions? Could you ever accept my words? I didn’t mean to cry I didn’t mean to die. Shit happens, you would know.
We cry so hard our sobs come out laughing. Laughing at us, laughing at how we want to scream. I want to scream, but I’m afraid someone will hear. God forbid someone understands my pain.
What if it’s all just reality getting carried away? Nothing is here on earth to stay. You said, “life isn’t easy, it’s as hard as it gets.” Just give me the gun and I’ll show you the rest. We’re loosing sleep, we’re loosing sanity.