Fly for a Fix

You wanted nothing more than to get a little high
and to fly a little higher.
'Have a little fun' you said,
'Life's only just begun,' I was fed.
'I'll die soon anyway'
I remember those words, the look on your face.

'You shouldn't do it, but if you want it I'll show you a thrill.
I can get you high, show you how to touch the sky,
We'll have an amazing time' but it's only for tonight.

You don't want to help me through, I can tell you never do.
It's all about the fun, but baby this game I think is done.
I don't want to succumb to this life you have begun,
But I feel the toxins spreading and I haven't even tried it.

What would they do if I got up and followed you?
Would they expect it or reject it or not care at all about it?
Would you accept it if I came to fly with you?

They needed an 'intervention' because I guess you wouldn't do
It wasn't enough that you knew the flaws, knew the bad shit
You tend to put me through.
They wouldn't accept that you were good too.

I think you'd enjoy it if you had a partner too.
Just for tonight, I'll live it up for you, I'll find a thrill
I'll take that pill.
I'll get fucked up tonight.

But then you said I can't be a part.
You'd be a hypocrite and keep me away to never start.
Tell me-does it mean you care for me more?
Or are you waiting for the right time to walk out the door?

Can't you see I need you clean?
I won't abandon you for the mistakes you know are there
But just for me, can't you please, try to make it better?