How I Wish...

How I wish I could have let you go from the start.
How I wish you weren't in my heart.
How I wish this was all some dream.

Some days I wish I never feel for you.
Some days I wish you were nothing but a distant memory
How I wish I could trust you.

Some days I wish you didn't have my heart.
Confusion clouds my better judgement, and that's when
Your lies built up.

You say your sorry, but what does that really mean?
Sorry for what? Hurting me the first time...or the second?
Im tired of your excuses that don't even make sense.

You telling me you want to be with me, but seeing the things you do make me see the truth.
Oh how I wish I could have let you go from the start.

-Jayy