The Mystery

I could never say when my eyes closed
The backs of my eyelids painted with snow
I was so blind that it didn't matter
Maybe it was just fate that drew me here away
I should have said that I cared
I should have pretended a little longer
To hide the pain away, but I couldn't see
You made me believe in the fairytale
In every moment of make believe
Lost for instants at a time, there was a sweet release
So why does everything die and lie?
Why can't the truth come out from behind its masquerade face?
I want to see the truth again, the blinding light of reality
But fear is more powerful than you ever believed
I'll sit in myself knowing that never for a moment
I guess we all have the mystery inside

So why can't I see mine?