Disease.

These lies are the only truth I know,
The light ahead i can no longer see, 
this heart of mine has ceased to beat. 

I used to be so happy and free, 
but now I’ve become a prisoner of everyday things. 

I lie and smile, 
i giggle and tease, 
but inside I’m being ravished by a infectious disease. 

The disease that eats away at me, 
turning my giggles into lies, 
my smile into a disguise. 

The love and happiness I once had, 
is now gone and shall never come back. 

This soul once so happy and free, 
is now a caged soul,
lifeless and empty. 

All these lies have brought on this disease, 
and i fear that it shall never leave me,
and if it doesn't,
I am sad to say,
my life shall end,
and my grave shall await.
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I'm no good at poems,
I just started :/...