I Hate Living This Way

I knew what I was getting into when I met you
I knew exactly what I was attempting when I
decided to kiss you I wondered if you would
stop me.Stop before got in to deep before I

Fell into this...this hole you call love.
It's a trap I'm telling you. But no one will listen.
No care's take my advice. I wish there was
another way to show my...deep never-ending hate

for the idea of loving someone else more than
myself. It's not worth the heart break. Not worth
the betrayal. I want to know there is a path I can
take to keep from falling into it. Another way to be living

out of harms way. In the arms of something
invisible.I dream of better ways to be...to be
me. you whispered in my ear you loved me.
It's all just a bunch of empty promises.Inside of this

Rock of a heart you gave me.I hope you know it's
going to be returned torn and tattered,despite the
promises I made,,,back when love didn't make me
wince.Give me something to believe in,another way.