Not In Love

Memories keep flashing in front of my eyes,
So many thoughts running through my head.
I talked to you,
But not much has changed.

You say it wasn't her,
You chose your own path.
But I don't know,
How could I believe you?

I want to let it go,
More than anything else.
But something is telling me,
Not to believe you so easily.

Not quite my conscience,
More of an instinct.
I don't trust you,
Don't want to get hurt.

They say,"Don't blame a new love,
For something an old love did."
But it's so hard not to,
It just kind of happens.

I don't feel comfortable,
Saying" I love you."
I don't mean it.
But you say it to me,
And expect to hear something in return.

I love being around you,
But more in a friendly way.
I don't know what to do,
Or how to say,
I'm not sure I like you that way.