My Obsession

Dear creature of darkness and long lost obsessions.
Its been far too long since the day we last met
Each day i think back to those strange old confessions
and wish that these harsh feelings had never set

how do you keep your strange mind so sound?
when the world seems against you in every way
How do you cope such those troubles unbound?
You still always know the right words to say

you've used all my thoughts and my heart and my body
all for the purpose of keeping you sane
and then when i turn to you broken and bloody
i find that my efforts are ever in vain

I'd take back the words from the stress and the anger
just to see your face again
but my possession is dying and wont last much longer
you waited so long I've grown out of the pain