Nothing but a Ghost

I am nothing but a ghost
no feelings left for me to find.
the heavy burdens i carried all my life
make my back ache as i tremble to the floor.
Nothing but a sihoutted figure
lost so far in darkness,
i am now at the end of searching for light.
not even one small spark can bring me back again.
I am lost so far inside of me
no one can even see it.
You cant say u know me
if u cant even notice
the pain and sorrow i tend to feel everyday.
People see right through me,
not noticing i am here.
When i smile,
i feel nothing.
When i laugh,
its for no reason at all.
Everyone is afraid to be around me
for all i bring is grief.
\Why do i not shine?
No talent, no feeling, no pride.
No hapiness, no tragedy, no faith,
and yet no Hope.
Nothing bgut a dead figure
giving up on finding life.
i lost myself, i lost God,
I lost every feeling i have ever felt,
i feel as if the one thing i care for most is leaving also,
and now i am losing life.
I have givin up trying.
I have searched for so long,
to find nothing.
Nothing at all.
I look around,
noticing all those who have all they want and need.
why cant i acceot life the way it is?
I cant tend to be happy for just one minute.
I need more but i still found nothing.
I am a ghostly silhoutted figure
bringing nothing but darkness.
The name u once called out is gone.
I am lost and cannot be found.
i gave up, so why dont you?