I've Always Been What I'm Not

Never been
Anything less then perfect,
Always been
Expected to be the best.
Never was
The girl people thought of as trouble,
Always been
The trustworthy one.
Never had
A chance to be myself,
Always will
Still be playing the roles others set
Forth for me.
Always had
Perfect grades,
Never had
The chance to fail at anything.
Always seemed
To have more friends then I can count,
Yet never will I
Have a friend that I can count on.
Never been
An average girl,
Always will be
More messed up inside my head
Than an average girl could ever be.
I'm not perfect,
I'm not the best,
I'm hardly responsible..
And I've never really been
Myself.
Yet no one ever seems to see
Anyone but who they think I should be.