My mystery

Me I see my heart the pain which can be causes
I try to pursuit happiness but it don't seem possible
Hooked I'm hooked don't want to be
Gasping for a way out my head goes you want to leave but my heart whispers no
Delight and gladness runs in me with this smile which is pasted on me from his sight
Casts his eyes on to me and I think me really ?
A secret kept in the back of my lungs
Tears trickle down my tears and I think why do this to me ?
Paranoia says I'm not right for him
I want freedom but I'm being held back from the tight feeling in my heart.
Am I a fool for love is it a blind measure of love
I want him to come and reassure me that he will have some space in his heart to love me
Is it really worth it ?
Has they been a knife taken upon me saying your destiny is waiting will I survive?
Gentle touch and softness lies beneath of his heart but so tough with the grip of his hands
A smile which makes me shiver and glows the room i see light out of him
Look at him with this thought in my mind would he have a second glance at me ?
Comes to me I feel his soft palm touch my shoulder is it a dream?
I fear to be hurt and my heart aches all i want is to be taken care of cautiously.
Looks in to my eyes words carefully thought your a mystery but my mystery to be solved