unfaithful lust

you told me you would never leave,you took my hand and promised me,
but your eyes looking into mine told me everything, i seen this unfaithful sadness.
i didn't want to believe, so we both lay their in loves lie.Then i asked myself why?.
your words blinded me your touch reminded me and your eyes, never closed when kissing, they frighten me. i was prisoner in your life but i held the key close to my heart hoping that one day apart from the fear that i can change this man.
so immature thinking that i can change a man like fixing a toy. i grew sad, heartbroken, and alone.