Help Me, I'm Slowly Dying

Is this what I’ve become
The thing I most fear
Not giving a crap
About those I hold dear

I look at my wrist
All the blood pouring out
All I have to do
Is give a little shout

Then they will come
Realizing I’m locked inside
They’ll all think
Why would she commit suicide

I push the blade deeper
Crying and trying
To remember why
The answer isn’t dying

For one second
I think of you
And what
I’ve out you through

I go even deeper
And darkness surrounds me
You unlock the door
To find my lifeless body.