Imperfect

If loving you hurts me
I’ll burn in a 1000 hell fires
If having you in my life means
Becoming some sick masochist
Ill watch myself crumble underneath you
A drug so addicting so potent
I need it to stay alive
To keep what little sanity I have left
More than anything I could ever ask for
In what we call a man. So imperfect
Makes you completely perfect for me
Strong, caring, stubborn, and, sexy
A perfect combination for the perfect poison
Something to break through the iron gates
Built around a heart who’s known
Almost nothing but pain
I don’t want you to have this agonizing
Power over me
But no matter how hard my head
convinces my heart I hate you
There you go and find a reason
For my heart to prove my head wrong