is it a dream?

you've had a dream that scares you to death
ones you can't runaway from
your to freaked to think it was a dream
your trapped in you dream and cant wake
your scared
you scream
you run
and freak
is it a dream
stay calm,relax and you wake up...you think?
but then your scared and cant close your eyes
just remember it was a bad dream simply a nightmare
and then you relize its what happened the night before when the love of your life walked out the door
and when you were scared it was because of what might happen to you
when you screamed it was because of all the pain he caused
you ran from the house you once shared to escape the memories
you freaked when you noticed it was all real life and not a dream
you wondered if it was a dream because it seemed liked this couldnt be happening