Afterlife

The wind blows by
As I sit here and cry
I miss you so much
I miss your warm touch
It's like you're still here
But when I come near, you disappear
I move forward
You move backwards
You're engulfed in shadows
Shadows so dark
I fear the afterlife
I know I shouldn't be scared
I know you'll be waiting there
To guide me through the darkest of nights
I will always be in your sight
You will always be by my side
In my heart and in my mind
I dream about you all the time
They've told me true love never dies
They say true love never lies
But you've lied so much that it's hard to believe
I spent so much time wishing to be in your heart
Now that I have it I'm not sure that I want it
But you took so long to give it to me
And now I must tell you what I see
I think that you are just using me
I'm there when you want me
But it seems you only want me when you have no one else
You love me in private
But you ignore me in public
I just can't take it anymore
If you love me
Love me for me
Love me openly
Love me freely
Don't hide it
Embrace it