then i was broken...i couldn't do it

before reading this poem make sure you read the short story because it explains alittle but you don't have to read it if you don't wanna!?!

my heart dropped
when i saw the picture of you just laying there
i fell to the floor in tears
i grabbed the picture in both hands and tried to tear it
i couldn't do it
i felt so weak
like my heart had been ripped out of my chest
the inside of me just exploded into a million pieces
then i was broken
i wanted to cry for hours
i felt so small
i curled into a ball
all i wanted was the pain to go away
cut a scar of ur name
i couldn't do it
the pain just wouldn't go away