Dead

I think I'm dead.
Or maybe I just feel that way, I dont know.
I'm not sure how to tell the difference anymore.
I'm not sure if I care anymore.
What if the numbness never goes away?
What if this nightmare is here to stay?
What can I do to escape this?
Sit in the corner and wait for the light to burn.
Hide away from those curious eyes.
Those suspicious eyes.
What is with all the questions?
Quit asking me why.
I dont know enough about this to give answers.
When will this endless spiral give up?
When will it quit blowing up in my face?
Too many questions unanswered.
Too many assumptions.
Everything is just too much to handle.
Too much...♥