You’re Great Weapon

Stand with honor,
as you are positioned by my side.
Scream with strength,
as you are gripped and revealed.
Shine with glory,
as you sink deep in my heart.

Sink in and with a force you twist,
The pain shakes me and breaks me to my knees,
My heart beat slows and I lose sight of my future,
Why go on when pain is all I have come to know.

A sight of a future begins to fade deep into the darkness,
My light of hope fades and the darkness begins to consume,
Questioning myself I begin to wonder how I made it this far,
Why continue when a way out is as simple as the pull of a trigger or stab of a blade.
The blade of anxiety, of second thoughts, of doubt.