I Hope You Realize

Thoughts have gathered
Not wanting to wander
The occupant’s depression
Became his very own recession

You may not see the scar in my heart
But maybe that is the good start
To see my agony in my arm
But to myself there is no harm

I love how blood is entertaining
It’s my only way of forgetting
How you escape from me
In my moments of misery

It was a deceitful understanding
On what I thought is real
Now I made an agreement with myself
That everything are all lies

Goodbye my only world
I am glad to be a part of it
But now I thank darkness
For curing me out of my illness