Painters mistakes can't be erased, They are learned from

I’ll paint a picture in front of your eyes and see if you can find the meaning
You can shout it out because this is a thing I need to know
Tell me if the colors are fading together or if they’re standing out

Either way it’d all be right, that picture is yours
It’s all about you and me and how I wish I knew what we were
Lines we built and boundaries we laid
I’m pretty sure they have started to fade.

Grab my hand, then throw me off a cliff
You pull back and whisper “don’t tell the sheriff”
I just nod my head, inside I’m so confused
But you know that, don’t tell me you didn’t know
I could tell by your face you looked oh so amused

The way you look at me, the way you say my name
It leads me to believe my teenage heart isn’t to blame
Because you’re blurring lines I painted clear
Your words lead me to believe you’re sincere

But honestly I’m questioning it now
And if you are I don’t see how
I’m supposed to know when you tried to throw me away
Now I realize the picture I painted in front of your eyes
It never meant anything to you
Now I know how it feels to be played

Now I know how it is to have your heart filled up
Then realize it was only with air
The pictures I paint aren’t what they used to be
Because now in my heart I know there was never you and me

I shouldn’t have left anything with you because look at what you did
You broke the brushes, you spilled the paint
And now any picture I make comes out shaky and faint

Do you realize what you did to me?
Do you fall asleep with a smile on your face?
Knowing you put another silly girl in her place?

One day I hope that the smile is wiped away
And the roles will be reversed
Then you’ll realize that you’ve made to many mistakes
To wipe them away and paint over them

Lies are not something that time condones
Eventually you’ll find it out
It’ll be such a shame but you started this game
I know one day that I’ll fix the brushes paste them together
And I know one day that my picture will last forever

I’ve learned a lot and I feel you should know
It’s all because of you
Don’t get a big head now I despise you

I will never love you like I thought I would
I will never smile when I see you
Instead I’ll want to laugh in your face

Simply because I can,
Simply because you got put in your place
Simply because I’m the painter of all my pictures